Wow. It's been a while since I've done an update.

First and foremost, I want to say that I am terribly sorry for overloading your inboxes with tons of crappy photography! I was going through my old files, and I'm trying to submit some of my old works.... There are literally hundreds more I have to sort through, but don't worry, only about 1 in every 20 photos make it through to dA.

Alright, now, this is just going to be complete and total ranting pretty much for the next few parts, so feel free to skip this journal. xD I just need to unload.

Lesse what's happening.... Well, I've found out that the type of OCD that I have is Atelophobia, the fear of imperfection. Which makes what I love doing a whole lot harder. Atelophobia is the reason I don't sumbit poetry andymore, and the reason why it takes me like 40+ hours to finish one piece of crap drawing.
I. Hate. OCD.
Truly.

Something that I want to briefly post about is MJ. I know it was a while ago that he died, but I just want to recognize him shortly in this journal, because I still just can't register the fact that he's gone.
He was such a huge inspiration to me, and I was the biggest closet fan of his. Also, the first time I saw his video for 'Bad' when I was little, I was convinced that he and Leonardo Dicaprio would be my future husbands. I'm currnetly working on a tribute to him, but being that I'm an Atelophobic fool, I haven't gotten very far.
R.I.P. MJ ♥ <-- WHO'S BAD???

Also, another very sad death.... My bunny.
My poor little Checkers, the light of my life, and my little baby boy. ♥ I miss him so much, but at least he's no longer suffering. He had fell ill, and had so many complications that it would've been impossible to save him. He had severe Torticollis, he was infested with Bot flies and maggots, he was losing hair and he has diarrhea... I took him to the vet, but it was no use. I'm just glad that he's not suffering anymore. My poor baby... R.I.P. darling Checkers. ♦♥♥♥♥♥♦

Well. School is coming up. And I'm dreading it. I can't even think of school without having an anxiety attack. Bleh. I have seven days left to complete an entire book and do three projects. I already finished the other two books, thank God.
I hate school.

Otherwise, I still haven't gotten my new camera because I'm an indecisive betch.
So... I know I want a canon... But I'm not sure which. I don't want anything over $1,000, I know... I was thinking maybe the xsi, or the T1i.... Does anyone have any suggestions?

Huh. I think that's about it for now. I think. And if you read all that, you're a crazy mofo and I love you.

Peace.
Nessy♥